Hey guys, Hopefully you're doing better then me in the moment, currently I feel like trash. I feel like i'm not doing anything right, i'm trying to work on projects while managing school while making sure those projects are at least decent for those people but at the same time I just can't but feel like I'm Useless. I feel like Posting this will make everyone feel bad for me when I don't deserve anyone's pity or people will laugh at an almost 16 year old cry and get upset over a children's coding website. But let me just say it I'm STRESSED. I love to work on projects I love to talk to people but recently i'm starting to not love it. I feel like everyone expects me or looks up at me like I'm the greatest thing since sliced bread but let's be honest i'm not. my animations are mediocre So is everything I do outside of GBOGH or B.F.T.B and i'm going to talk about it there's a huge issue with GBOGH I haven't been working on it now before everyone gets their pitchforks and spams me with angry comments i'm sorry, and I feel like the scum of the earth for even saying this but I feel like the project won't even come out THIS YEAR at the rate progress has been going. I'm also going to hate myself for saying this but I feel like the problem is how many people are working on it started as a game with like 6 people now it's become way more than that. Now I feel like I have to go into manager mode and monitor progress but that goes against one of my points I made "I won't rush people" If I do that I become a lier it's not like i'm paying these people hell they can just quit and I can do nothing about but just say Okay, thank you for your help that's it. Of course I don't want this to happen but I feel like at this point I don't want to break my promise so if you're working on the game please take your time but hopefully this game comes out soon or I WILL get more people asking when's it coming out etc. Another thing the PEOPLE, i'm sorry to say but this game will probably not be very good compared to other games here. I played other games on this website and my goodness are they way better than my plans. It makes me feel like nobody will like it or even get disappointed at it or call it a "scam" Now I can't be guilty for myself and have wasted everyone's time and I feel God awful for the people who have finished their parts. I'm sorry but i'm tired of all of the things in my life and I want them to stop I'm going to work on things I want to from now on. (no it's not cancelled don't worry.)
My life I hate posting negative projects this will probably be taken down once I feel better.