im scared to keep logging on to scratch i dont like this people dont talk to me anymore im taking a hiatus | V Okay so ive been looking for people to talk to, ive been going about everything i can. talking to people on dc as much as possible, trying my absolute best to get outside despite major limitations, trying my best to reach out to various scratch studios even though i rarely get responses, playing social games just to get the most interaction that i possibly can, trying to join magma artjams just so i can actually talk to people, and i do all this everyday just so my brain doesn't go numb. and yes, im serious about that. one day i didnt do any of this, all i did that day pretty much was listen to music, daydream, and go to walmart once. and ykno what happened? my brain numbed. i couldnt daydream which i need to do to go to sleep. all noises and words started to become gibberish or hard to understand. i couldnt imagine anything. i could hardly talk to anyone. i couldnt function. so, is the solution to leave behind all socials and just be on my lonesome?? NO. THATS AN AWFUL IDEA. the one time i didnt have to do this was when my family was over, so by then i wasnt alone. humans are social creatures, they need it to survive. but the lack of response ive been getting on scratch is a pain to deal with because im voicing my thoughts and getting nothing back. are we friends? maybe? no? yes? can i get a clear answer? please. please. everytime i write a comment and get no response its pretty bad, i start to question if im valued. and thats no good, so? easy solution! i leave! i try different things daily to get the social reach and scratch is just NOT WORKING!!! so basically: erm you guys dont pay attention to me im an attention seeker bc i need that attention lolz and you guys dont gimme attention so im leaving you lolz
i'll respond to a couple comments but i'll rarely post any, and def not post any projects for a while this is not a vent im mentally ok please dont ban me