hey y'all, it's cari. I'm leaving today and my final proj has already been posted but this needed to be it's own proj. liam. ik y'all know who he is if ur my friend or loyal follower. and ur prob tired of his name being all I ever talk about. the guy in my username, the guy I constantly rave about, my celeb crush, the guy that's all over my profile. yeah, that's him. but for me he's so SO much more. if u haven't experienced losing ur fav person, ur lucky. liam was my heart, my soul. and even tho I sound like i'm being so dramatic, he honestly saved me. and I couldn't save him. 6 months to the day, half a year ago, he left. he's gone. sometimes I feel guilty, like it's my fault. if he knew that at least someone loved him as much as I did w/o meeting him, how much he affected me, how much I needed him... I feel like I could've done something. even tho he was in a completely different country. i still need him. idk what else to say cuz I can't get through this w/o crying. I'll never find closure and that's ok cuz I don't want it. I could never deal w that anyways. read lyrics from jo and i's song. sure it's not about liam but the lyrics hit home in that way. i'll write them below. have a great day y'all and I'll miss u for this next month. ily cari bears <3 >>>> "what am I gonna do w/o u when ur gone? how do I really know if my life will go on w/o u?" "how will I make it through w/o u standing by me?" "ur all I have, and I can't lose that" "not the dream, not the way, not the plan" "I've had a hard time dealing w the thoughts of our closure"
if u don't know what happened plsss don't ask cuz I don't really wanna talk about it today. I can answer when I get back from break. u could always look it up but the internet hates him sometimes so what u read may not be true. basically he fell off the balcony of his hotel room in argentina on 10/16/24 at the age of 31. liam payne was a member of one direction, if u didn't know who he was.
