I have loved many people over many years and many lives one was a boy who taught me to laugh and what sunlight felt like after winter now he paces in the hall and I see his footsteps after the sun goes down and I'm alone one was a girl who gave me a mind for stories and a tongue for songs and a heart that knew friends these days she sits in my lungs until I can't breathe and everything I create has the ghost of her over it I knew you once and you gave me companionship and jokes and a mind I knew well and you leave me with aches in my bones and a hardened heart and fresh dirt in my path I have loved many, and I have had my heart broken by most I have loved many, but I have never loved you
went back to my poetry roots and wrote some freeverse!! I feel like this one has been sitting in my brain for a while, so I hope you enjoy :]