Kinda a small vent hah- (Also Willow this is not about the trip, I will explain when we meet up.) So uhh imagine being a teenager and your parents actually ask you if you want to do a certain event. As a child who grew up with parents who would say no to literally everything. There were a few times when they said yes but usually the decision was made for me... And now my parents are actually asking if I want to go? I mean this started a year ago and happened 2 times. And everytime it feels like they are expecting me to make a dumb choice if you know what I mean. If you don't let me explain. They will give you their opinion which is like "This honestly might kinda boring and what would you get out of it?" And then say its my choice. Like bro are you shaming me? Like are you expecting me to make a dumb choice? Like do you think I am stupid or something? What I am supposed to say no to everything? Now I require their judgement and can't exactly make my own decisions, without them seeing how dumb I am at my decisions. Ig I am annoying and people WILL probably hate me.... But ehh I will just stay home and be lonely cause honestly if people hate me why BOTHER them! And besides I got my little baby Beam!!! And books and drawing so uhh yeah. Church is also a good place where I can serve even if I have no friends there, I still serve there, no friends needed to serve for the Lord who knows maybe if I focus more on serving for the Lord I will actually find friends *shrugs*. WHY AM I BOTHERING!!?? ⤎ ⤏ ⬸ ⤑ ⤎ ⤏ ⬸ ⤑ ⤎ ⤏ ⬸ ⤑ ⤎ ⤏ ⬸ ⤑ Art by @Sonicnoname (NO STEALING!!) Character is @Sonicnoname Ibispaint X Mr. Rager- Kid Cudi ⤎ ⤏ ⬸ ⤑ ⤎ ⤏ ⬸ ⤑ ⤎ ⤏ ⬸ ⤑ ⤎ ⤏ ⬸ ⤑
