deserted i hate how this turned out but gotta feed something baby and bad lighting cause all my drawings are in the unnatwinable math notebook :// 1. me bevause.. I got lobster earring 2. omg scratch is microwaving the quality but this is the scrap rubie drawing cry, also tears and notes are also bevause of the immmense rage i was feeling 3. the actual rubena no for sure the quality is being microwaved these all look better in person I SWEAR!! also one eye and knob hands occur for days and days in this 4. nail check i don't like the shape of my finger or how tiny my actual nails are but i have a bunny in it and that's cute. THIS NAIL IN SPEIFIC BECAUSE ITS MASSACRED IRL RUINED SCRAGGLED bevause i think i scraped it on wood and bashed it with brick when i was 6 5. LOOKS BETTER IN PERSON. i have no colored pencil only journaling markers (of which i do not aestheticly journal) so, i enjoy drawing rubena because fashion and i like the cool it's satisfying also she is sotheby's garment outfit because it had a neck tie 6-10 haha funny rubie 5 stages of grief i acted on it mostly from my own grief in the lobby bevause i was miserable there everything was blaringly loud..'silence when i command 11. ugly fumble doodly page of hunter girl oc and concept for baby lighthouse girl and me as the bandana man because my bandana 12. i did him so dirty don't take this as example and i have no idea what i should do for his hair yet but here i forgot if he name is Nikolai or Conrad but the vision didn't vision and he's face to baby because he is the one and only mythical mega manly man oc i have. his face is like 50% obliterated but i messed it up you can see his two nose holes and half his mouth open with the teeth and the nub of an ear and the baldish on his head right right right???????? shhdhejn I DID HIM SO WRONG 13. conradnikolai adoring wife lottie (NOT TO BE CKNFUSED WITH...... MISS DEMARCO!,, LOTTIE DEMAFCO DOES NOT EQUAL NIKOLAICONRAD MANS LOTTIE!! i just overuse the name lottie and charlie and louis what can i say fella/s) but um she likes pickles
also song is just LISA ONOs GAROTA DE IPANEMA it's the only song fitting i could find downloaded the quickest one what can you say when a love affair is over........ so i was sleepy and in summary im pretty sure stan getz was being WEIRD to astrud gilberto and lied about affair, joao gilbero had a very real very true affair though later so astrud is in the right..., tighty whities,... yoslick blow aghhhhhggghhgghhggghhh let's all joyously pompously dance and so many people right now i am wondering did i say something wrong or sound insistent bevause people seem upsett (spaghetti) at me and im wondering bevause is id not mean to invoke any feelings of pain or upset in you (random girl from school mostly) i promise we laughing together at the world. also, i just figured out i have tonsil stones and i am having immense trouble breathing screw bacteria i want my tonsils GONE!!! it feels like im being choked by clothing which is thé worst feeling but anyways,,, I NEED TO RELEARN (as if i ever knew) HOW RI DRAW MEN.... ok bye i need to find my brown journal with my old stories from childhood (the longest one was about Lucy becoming jewish and i don't know why)
