I FEEL LIKE A CRIMINAL! MY MINDSCAPE’S SUPERLIMINAL! kept up another night, it seems i can’t sleep got the devil’s paranoia pumping panic in me like an ill dream, it killed so silently it all gives me the ick yeah, i’m gonna be sick but life keeps moving and i don’t care to grieve out here crying any alibi to keep myself clean maybe you can’t believe a being in a screen has a bug in their head and it bit them again so i refined my faux design and ate whole that benign denied the crime named by a dull pipeline a rabbit hole in the headlines keep the past as a memory locked in shared dichotomy how grotesque, this slow digest OH~OH~OH ALL THOSE FEELINGS HAVE TO GO! while i’m clinging to my fealty and claiming i’m not guilty OH~OH~OH WHAT REALLY DO YOU KNOW? you’ve got all intent to kill me yet strike so indirectly YOU KNOW, YOU REALLY **** ME OFF NEVER FEED ME WHAT I WANT i’ve got a sixth sense for taking recompense BUT IT IS ALL NOW SAID AND DONE SO PATHETIC, HOW YOU RUN sentenced to hard truth the jury kills real smooth a bloody pacifist eluding with ease run the long con in liaison petrifying all pleas now i’m lonely, the burden lies with me cause it was all too absurd to be seen or heard just say i can’t be what you want me to be there’s nothing to do now oh god, there’s nothing to do trust me, release is easy when you quit believing in any kind of dream REM, the symptoms brought their friends i’m a fool to deja vu as i’m tracing your trend say it’s redefined, drifting with time there’s a detour on this line “can you refute your crime?” I FEEL LIKE A CRIMINAL! MY MINDSCAPE’S SUPERLIMINAL! every day, which face should i wear? who can see me and who’s unaware THERE’S SOMETHING INSIDE OF ME! AND SLOWLY IT’S DIVIDING ME! every day, re-posture my form shed my skin until i’m reborn I’M CHOKED BY MY REASONING! I DON’T KNOW WHO I’M WORSHIPPING! ugly from the damage we dealt nurse my ego back into health AND THEN WHEN THE TRUTH’S LAID BARE EXQUISITE CORPSE LACKING FANFARE lay this nightmare soundly to rest dreary visions known sole to the dead OH~OH~OH ALL THOSE FEELINGS HAVE TO GO! while i’m clinging to my fealty and claiming i’m not guilty OH~OH~OH WHAT REALLY DO YOU KNOW? though your eyes are gazing through me i won’t admit that scares me there’s nothing to do the problem’s see-through and it all points to that opalescent you my heart is hell-bent split into segments you want my two cents? this is my descent. i’m simply terrified of side-effects eating up my mind (swift and just asphyxiation) self-destruction idolized - my spiral’s all too typical (you visit me in hallucinations) DON’T WANNA HEAR IT CAUSE I DON’T NEED IT this behavior loop is terminal exhausting all my arsenal oh~oh~oh all those feelings have to go should i numb myself on guilt-trips or fantasize the roles flipped? oh~oh~oh what really do you know? you look stupid down on one knee how dare you say you love me. and yeah, it really ****** me off that i couldn’t be enough i wanna heal now i wanna claw this out look at the damage said and done memories that bleed and run this is my hard truth i cannot run from you OH~OH~OH ALL THOSE FEELINGS HAVE TO GO! while i’m clinging to my fealty and claiming i’m not guilty OH~OH~OH WHAT REALLY DO YOU KNOW? you’ve got all intent to kill me yet strike so indirectly YOU KNOW, YOU REALLY **** ME OFF NEVER FEED ME WHAT I WANT i’ve got a sixth sense for taking recompense BUT IT IS ALL NOW SAID AND DONE SO PATHETIC HOW YOU RUN i’m quite the guru at tearing down your ruse sentenced to hard truth the juror kills real smooth (i’m like a criminal alone inside the liminal)
Song and art by friendxp
