Sorry for venting,but I have been suffering the loss of my little brother,who died right after he was born 10 years ago,and I really don't want to quit,but i need support.You don't have to give it to me,because its fine if you don't.I also read a book in ELA class that really gave me trauma and upset me,because it reminds me of things that make me cry.I also keep on seeing scary things in the dark,and idk if i'm hallucinating but that's scary,too...I'm scared,depressed,and anxious.Please help:( Idk why my family always refuses to help me.I'm just neglected when it comes to how i feel.... I also had a episode yesterday:( Look at my other account for more info @_-Nerdybirdie-_ What i'm afraid of: -My family dying -The dark,maybe? -Seeing things that aren't there -Scary books -Violence of Children -Vaccines and Needles -Kidnappers
Also,i am constantly being the blame in my family for everything,and i am always neglected and ignored by my household when it comes to my feelings.... Sorry guys,but i might leave for a very long time... I am going to try to travel to Norway to escape the chaos in my family and so i won't suffer anymore...
