dear angel, hi. it’s been a while hasn’t it? to start, i just want to deeply apologize to each and every one of you. i feel absolutely awful for leaving without saying a thing. i’ve never been very good at goodbyes. i suppose i thought that if i just left, it would be easier for me. however, i thought wrong. it’s been over 4 months and i haven’t stopped thinking about you all. when i finally convinced myself to log back in this morning, i can’t say i wasn’t overly surprised that i had over 700 messages. i haven’t even looked at them all… i’ve realized this is getting a little long, so i’ll just go straight to the point. i’m not sure if i’m leaving or not. i love you all, and i don’t want to leave, but i’ve realized a few things. 1: i’m probably getting a little to old for this website. 2: life is crazy, hard, chaotic, etc. and i’m just not sure if i have the time to keep doing this. 3: i have been in a really rough patch the last few months. i’m not even sure i can put it into words. honestly angels, i love you. i love you guys more than you’ll ever know. i’m just not sure how much longer i’ll be able to hold on. to end this now very long message, i just want to say thank you. thank you for all the love, support, and kindness you’ve all showed to me and each other. i truly think we have built something great here. it would mean the world to me if you could all carry it on. i love you my angels. truly, i do. sincerely, rae ʚ tags ɞ #quote #quotes #bts #army #taehyung #kimtaehyung