A run down : i have been getting bored and Lexus is leaving again and I have been loosing my interest for scratching I just have been bored I’m looking interest in scratching And i have been thinking about leaving but I know that would not solve anything and I’m just kind losing my mind some time I wonder why i am here I don’t care anymore and Lexus is “ leaving” again and i need to focus on school and I’m not getting much sleep so tell me what I should do