let you in, let you tear my world apart, words, knife-deep cuts on my skins, unhealed scars you re-opened, you stole my first kiss, made it dark and quick, unless it was in a cloud of jet-black shadows you wouldn't come with me, in the end, you always said no and ignored the tears in my eyes, now i bleed ink and words that don't make sense just to outrun my desertion of you, i watched as you ran and tried to hold on, begged you to fight, you wouldn't meet me halfway. author's note (also quick vent): i know this doesn't make any sense but, as the verse says "now i bleed ink and words that don't make sense just to outrun my desertion of you", that's all i'm doing. i'm sorry if you don't enjoy. i've only slept 5 very cold hours. i'm sad. i wanna cry. i can't make sense of this. so please just let me be and, unless it's for a very nice and complimenting comment, please don't say anything, tysm <3
