I know some people aren't comfortable with hearing "religious stuff" but parent also though that when I have moments like that, it's the devil whispering in my ear, which isn't true in this case. My [older sibling] is leaving soon and I don't want to be alone and have no one to care or understand me. I can't talk to my friends at school, get homework done or even relax because I'm paranoid that my parents will talk about me. (They do, I hear them.) I can't tell them that, and they wonder why I don't talk to them as much, so I don't know what to do. I can't keep a journal or use my phone, because they snoop through it and think I'm doing stuff that "lets Satan inside" and I can't talk to the school counselor because you know they don't help at all. What do I do?