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"VERDANTKIT - " VERDY " - AFAB verdant will stand at the final height of 11 inches. creams to browns cover her pelt, an intricate design of wonders. her amber eyes are truly striking but what pulls you in the most has to be the wing-like markings on her legs. she is truly a sight to behold." ღ﹏ how do you want to view this application ? ❯❯ NOTION ⁰¹ ⤹ Full aesthetics, with many sections excluding ones that would require further development. Off-site, however. . . . ⟶ https://powerful-frame-58f.notion.site/verdantkit-application-1e35acbd7d8080a7acebf82b95f53f0d?pvs=4 ❯❯ FORUM POST ⁰² ⤹ All information in the notion, but without pictures. On site. . . . https://scratch.mit.edu/discuss/topic/820458/ ❯❯ PROJECT ⁰³ ⤹ Only following the original template . . . ⟶ See below ⬇ ◈ ━━━━━━ ⸙ ━━━━━━ ◈ APPLICATION FORMAT: ▪︎ Username & preferred name: clearclxuds & Dove ▪︎ About you: Hey, I'm Dove. I currently have a character in SkyClan and a few years ago I had a couple characters as well. I'm an experienced semi-lit (~3 short-mid length paras) rper now, having taken part in several rps offsite (primarily on "chaos") and I write a whole lot. ▪︎ Kit you're applying for: Verdantkit ▪︎ Roleplaying experience: 3 TFCRP characters. I had a character in TFCRP quite a while ago; Pinerush, my first ever real oc, let alone character in an rp. I had Wish after that. Around 2 or so years ago I really began to become active in fandom rps in particular, focusing on fleshing out the characters beyond the surface level. I recently rejoined TFCRP with Goatcrown. I find importance in multidimensional, realistically portrayed characters and developing them, and have done so in all several rps that I've taken part in. ▪︎ Why you want the kit: I love Verdantkit's design and the dynamic/lore with this family/litter seems incredibly interesting to me! ▪︎ Kit's future identity (gender, sexuality): Female, She/her, Pansexual ▪︎ Personality (simple + detailed): Verdant knows what her mother expects of her. She knows how to act that way. Not perfectly, but…enough. She can’t be the picture perfect clone of her mother, but she tries. She oh so desperately just wants to be good enough. Verdant tries to meet the expectations of every other cat she comes across. She wants to be liked by someone, somehow. She’ll fake plenty of “personalities”, acting in everyday life in desperate effort to just be good enough for anyone. She’ll be anything everyone else wants her to be. She often finds herself overcompensation for every small little thing. If she hears someone wants something done, she’ll do it. She prematurely will complete tasks or chores for others without being asked. While it can annoy or frustrate sometimes, it can earn appreciation other times. She craves the latter. She feels a need for it after having been deprived of it so much before. Unfortunately, in all this breaking her own back constantly for other cats, she’s lost a sense of self in the long term as well. Who is she if not just what everyone else wants her to be? She can’t just…be herself. She doesn’t even know who “herself” is anymore, if she ever did—so she thinks, at the very least. The first thing someone might notice about Verdant is her demeanor. She appears imperturbable and calm outwardly, especially if you don’t know her any better. She often suppresses and represses her emotions. The belief of it being “weak” or otherwise negative to show many of them has been burned deeply into her mind. Her language and tone may often come across as “dry” and/or hard to read due to this. She doesn’t at all mind small talk and actually enjoys it, but she also has much difficulty keeping it going. She has deep-seated guilt for not meeting her mother’s expectations perfectly. While she’s good enough to stay afloat, she’s still not good enough. She still struggles with those things which she believes should or are “supposed” to come easily for her. She thinks poorly of herself for suffering so much over things she perceives as “normal.” She’s never had anyone around to tell her any different. Verdant may not outwardly be the most approachable or gregarious cat, but she cares for her friends and family. She’s fiercely loyal and would do anything for them. She’s protective, even over words. Even if she was on bad terms with someone in her family, it’d still take a lot before she’d be willing to listen to other people talk poorly about them. I’ll also note: while she struggles to bring herself to ever manipulating cats, she doesn’t mentally see any problem with it. In her heart, she knows it’s wrong, but in her mind, she just sees it as an effective way to get what she wants. If she ever does this, it’s usually out of pure desperation. It’s never completely out of the question to use any form of manipulation, she just avoids it in her usual state of mind. (+): Caring, Helpful (=): Loyal, Serious (-): Overworking, Inauthentic