Im not a daughter I dont care what you refer to me as As long as it isnt daughter I look in the mirror and see a stranger I look in the mirror and see someone i hate Two useless lumps of flesh on my chest Too long hair It weighs so heavy on my heart Its so stupid I know who i am So why dont i look like him I see people on my tv Theyre cartoons Not real So why am i jealous Why cant i go around shirtless and looking like Ace Why cant i have Zoro’s deep voice Why cant i have Law’s beard I make ocs I make them who I want to be So I can have someone to pretend to be I wanna be tall I wanna have a deep voice I dont wanna have this sadness in my gut I wanna be tall I wanna have hair on my body Without being judged and told to be a good little girl I wanna have a beard And an adams apple And deep eyes And a powerful physique I wanna cut my hair I hate it I cant tell anyone cause my family wont accept me They say they love me until im not what they want me to be Its almost physically painful not looking right I get so happy when strangers call me a guy Until my dad says thats not what i am Ive never liked being a girl I hate dresses (for the most part) I hate having to shave I hate having to be “lady-like” THATS NOT WHO I AM Blue pink white pink blue I hate going to a Christian school When someone outed me they wanted me to go to conversion therapy Never happened thank God I wanna cry
to all the people relating to this: im sorry that you feel the same. i hope it gets better for all of us.
