Hey everyone, glad to see all of you guys. Here's a little life update I got for you guys: 1. High school is coming to an end, and my freshmen year will be over in a month. It has been hell for my freshmen year (more on that later :p). 2. I made the JV soccer team for my high school, things have been decent. But were dead last in the little league we're in. 3. I've been getting in a lot of trouble recently, but most of it is just my parents taking the problem out of proportion and blowing it up into something bigger than it needs to be. For example, I had missed one of my soccer games, and in response to not playing. My dad decides the best course of action is to take EVERYTHING I HAVE, and take it away forever. Great move dad, really did wonders. 4. I've been feeling a lot more down lately, I can't really explain it, but I've been feeling less motivated, unable to keep a clear mind, over-thinking, sadness, and the whole shabang of things. It's been hard trying to deal with these emotions, just wish they would go away. 5. As of writing this, it will be 2 months and 15 days until my birthday. No idea what I'll do for it, but I want to do something with my friends for sure. Might ask/beg my parents to let me get earrings lol. That's kinda the rundown of things that has been going on in my life. Currently I'm sick and have a game tomorrow (as of writing this). I hope it passes because I do want to play for my team, I'm willing to play for the team, but tbh, its more just to get my dad off my back until the season ends. Been thinking on maybe having a career in music, or just something that's creative/creative thinking. Seems fun tbh. I don't want to do soccer dispite my willingness to play in my next game. My dad killed the joy for it, now I just want to stay home and focus on more creative outlets than be confined into a box and have to follow a path I never carved for myself. I've also been trying to change, mature if you will. I think that being more mature and responsible will help me out later in life, and will make me a better person. Just something I've been thinking. But ig that's its for me. Hope everything is going great for you guys. - J
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