how many times have I lost people? More than twenty times. And it's going to keep being repeated as long as I have my restraints. The restraints that will keep me here for six more years. Rocky...Xen...Mint/J...and more to come... why is it that the best people are always the first to leave? they weren't forced out when they should've been...it took...weeks...they're still there...I know now that you can't trust something is gone forever...they'll be back...