sit and enjoy... just sit and enjoy.... total runtime: approx 21 minutes. timeline: december 15, 2024 - may 4, 2025 read notes and credits for more. thank you.
all tracks are either covers or original compositions by me. -------------------------divider------------------------- hello again. i am angel, and this is a compilation of all of my ambient works from the timeline in instructions. this time i actually made a slideshow describing each track in a specific format based off of what rateyourmusic (rym) says. i felt pretty stressed today, and when i feel stressed, i basically will just lock in on a hobby for hours on end. it has been about 5 hours since i started this project (as of writing this), and it was a pretty good 5 hours i'll tell you that. though i obviously can not make you listen to this whole thing, i'd still like to kindly encourage that you do. this took me a lot of time, and it makes me really happy when i see someone positively interact with something i make. i probably won't make another one of these anytime soon, but i am still open to anyone's suggestions, friend or stranger. i doubt anyone outside of my "friend group" will see this, but if you happen to, umm... wait what was i gonna say...? uhh.... welcome... now for the slight "venting" part... (don't worry it won't be some dumb ahh "my walls are closing in" ahh narcissistic personality disorder ahh paragraph" well... as i said before, i've been feeling pretty stressed lately and also depressed (though a bit better now). school has been stressful, being at home feels boring but being anywhere else is scary. i'm scared about my future and i don't know what to do. hobbies are becoming boring, yet i don't want to do anything else. in short, i'm conflicted on life. i'm trying my best to keep living and it has thankfully been holding up. middle school is almost over and it will be time for high school. my heavily homophobic and transphobic family is another problem (not my parents or siblings, but other close-ish family). i want to be who i want to be, but they are scaring me into not wanting to do that. i'm trying my absolute best not to care, but it is just so friggin hard sometimes... i kinda forgot what else i was going to write here man but i'm stopping because i declare it cringe... anyways... thank you to anyone who listens to this fully and thoroughly. it is highly appreciated. if you'd like, leave a comment on this project and tell me what you think. as said before, you can also suggest ideas for my next compilation or even just say hello. special thanks to: "クリエイターのエース" sandelion17 imjustaveragecapabara my parents my siblings and last but not least.... the lord.... for encouraging me to keep living and doing what i love. especially dedicated to , the one that i love most dearly and who has encouraged me the most out of anyone. i love you more than anything and i have faith that this will last 'til the end of our lives and beyond still. i wish i knew a way to repay you. i will always accept you for who you are no matter what. i love you... i love you so much....
