— - ♱ - — Maybe, in a brighter place, with a happier guardian, and a more loving clan, Paranoiaskein wouldn’t have turned out this way. Instead of being a jumbled, confused, /paranoid/ cat, maybe they could’ve grown into an attentive, kind, appreciative, albeit socially anxious, cat. But that’s definitely not what he was set up for. Nature taught him to be afraid. Nuture taught them to beg for attention. Both taught him he’d never be loved. Both taught him suffering would be punished with suffering. Both taught him to never show it. And now, he lives, desperate for love but too afraid to demand it. Desiring strength, but horrified by what it brings. Shunning any attempt to become what they could’ve been- powerful. He’s a pitiful creature. Feel no /sympathy/ for him. They don’t believe they deserve it. — - Table of Contents - — ♱ Introduction ♱ TOC ♱ Welcome + Plot Overview ♱ Relationship Finder ♱ Dynamics ♱ Form ♱ Closing — - Welcome + Plot Overview - — ♱ Hi again chat! :> so I finally decided to do something interesting with one of my characters lmao ( Squidge is next, but she has to become an apprentice before I’m willing to make plot for her LOL and Aurora’s is in a WIP state rn <3 ) soooo what better to practice than my little silly Noia >:] they have no clue what’s coming lol… I will go over my general goals for his plot ♱ I would love, inevitably, for Noia to be murdered. You might be asking “oh? Raine? You sure? That’s kinda angsty” and I would respond yes, yes it is /silly. This point in his life though I am NOT interested in finding his eventual murderer. This is just my ultimate goal for him, after this, and perhaps a bit more development. Depends on when motivation strikes lol <3 estimated death range : 25-30 moons ♱ Eventually, I want him to have a litter! Especially as it is a shameful thing to not have one, Noia would be definitely trying to have some kits before the end of his life, and I would like him to see them until apprentices. This will affect the time of his murder of course ♱ This is all completely subject to change! Is life will alter over the course of this rp, as so many character’s lives do, so adjustments ( either adding or subtracting roles in his life ) will be made as I please. If your character’s dynamic has been altered with him in any way, I will let you know if there is anything else I believe your character would fit with in their life. ♱ Noia’s life will be designed to be confusing, treacherous, and labyrinth-like. This is not a hero’s journey- it is a tragedy, and will be treated as such. He is meant to have very few positive days in their life. They are meant to have very few positive influences in his life- if any at all. ♱ This specific plot is the first few steps in their tragedy. In the classic hero’s journey, this will be his call to action thru crossing the threshold. This plot for his life will not go much farther than that, for the sake of more interesting things down the line that will require their own projects hehe <3 so what, exactly, is his call to action? ♱ Noia wants love. They want to feel desired. He has no clue how to get it or feel it himself- and that’s precisely why he wants this so badly ( because they’ve never known it ) but, they’re also petrified of messing up when trying something new- and this is extremely new to him. That’s about all I have figured out so far LOL onto the relationship finder!! — - Relationship Finder - — ♱ Friends - my openness ( 5/10 ) - their openness ( 4/10 ) - OPEN ( 0/5 ) Like I’ve said, Paranoiaskein has very little idea what it feels like to be loved, either platonically or romantically. He doesn’t understand it and doesn’t feel like it’s something they deserve to have. But, if your cat has the patience of a thousand year old turtle, then there’s a possibility that Noia can come to an understanding of it <3 it’d definitely be slow-burn friendship, but eventually it’d blossom into something sweet - @ - @ - @ - @ - @ ♱ Close Friends - my openness ( 7/10 ) - Noia’s openness ( 1/10 ) - OPEN ( 0/2 ) Bro just does not understand why cats would choose to become closer to them. Like- this was a choice you made?? For me?? huh??? And then would ask you if you were sure every time the two of them would hang out. Me, on the other hand, would think this would be an absolutely hilarious dynamic I actually want to see /silly - @ - @ ♱ Short-term Romance* - My openness ( 5/10 ) - His openness ( 7/10 ) - OPEN ( 0/2 ) So, I’m not used to short term romances, and they’re not my favorite thing to play, BUT !! This would make a lot of sense for Paranoia. He’d be a very overburdening cat to court and would often accidentally be very ignorant and unappreciative of them, only because that’s how he was treated as a kit. They would not be a good person to date, but it’d be interesting to see him try. - @ - @ Note ( in dynamics there is room for one to become something more )
( cont from instructions ) ♱ Enemies - My openness ( 10/10 ) - Noia’s openness ( 10/10 ) - OPEN ( 0/3 ) Ima be so real with a rp like this it’ll be a WONDER if he doesn’t have these lmao - @ - @ - @ — - Dynamics - — ♱ The Wolf and The Cub - CLOSED ( 1/1 ) Not quite a motherly figure. Not quite a teacher. A Methodist- a guide. The wolf is harsh and cold to the bear cub, but the cub has no one else to follow, they end up admiring nature’s cruel presence, for it’s the only one that’s taught him anything. - Malevolentlace / @TSELUY Preferences : Older cats ♱ The Grave and The Flower - OPEN ( 0/1 ) They’re a quiet pair. One stationary, cracking, perhaps hiding something below the surface. One blooming with potential profound, moving forever with the breeze, yet stuck in place with someone who can only block the Sun. They appreciate each other- the grave for the flower’s beauty and company, the bloom for the grave’s silence and stillness. Inseparable, though perhaps not willingly. - @ Pref : younger cat ♱ The Crow and The Carrion - OPEN ( 0/1 ) An all-consumer of energy, the crow seeps on the carrion’s life until all that’s left is a husk barely fit for fungi to renew. The crow pecks and scars the carrion, taking pieces of it throughout its life, only once leaving it be when it’s completely picked free - @ Pref : younger cat ♱ The Martyr and The Executioner - OPEN ( 0/1 ) - Note ( high chance of being requested to murder Noia ) With a loud decree of treachery, the executioner slices off the martyr’s head. They intentionally destroy lives with no thought towards the life lived, the life perceived by others. They are vocal in their hatred towards the martyr, for its perceived weaknesses and crimes. The martyr on the other hand has a quiet dislike of them, only allowing it to escape in whispers of their violent and goatscaping nature - @ Pref : older cat ♱ The Songbird and The Snake* - OPEN ( 0/1 ) - Note ( high chance of being asked to murder Noia ) There is a perceived love between the two- the snake, attracted to the bird’s warning cry, and the bird, entranced by its beautiful scales and fangs. The bird, no matter their instinctual warning signals, chooses to pursue the venomous creature, who only hopes to see it fall from its treetops and topple into its waiting maw, finally silencing its beautiful cry - @ Pref : younger cat ♱ Heathcliff and Catherine* - OPEN ( 0/1 ) - Note ( high chance to be asked to murder Noia ) A mutual pining blocked by mutual duties. Both have responsibilities neither wants. Both simple want to return to the other. Neither can, because their choices ( or lack thereof ) command them to stay in their predicaments. What sad lives, unsatisfactory, and unfulfilled, but happy moments are stolen away in secrecy. - @ Pref : younger cat *with all romantic relationships and dynamics, please keep in mind he is neptunic! It doesn’t matter what AGAB they are as long as they present fairly masculine or have a more masculine personality :) ( NOTE : I will be slightly picky. I will mostly be picking people who’s RP styles I’m familiar with, as this is my first time trying out this style of plotting, though please don’t be afraid to ask! ) — - Form - — ♱ Character ♱ Character Age ♱ Character Personality ♱ Relationship or Dynamic? ♱ Which one? ♱ Reasoning ♱ other ♱ — - Conclusion - — Character - @FireFIight- Art - @FireFIight- Music - Resting Grounds / Hollow Kinght / Cristopher Larkin Inspiration - The Sealed Vessel / Hollow Knight, Linton Heathcliff / Wuthering Heights, Jay Gatsby / The Great Gatsby
