hello hello!! a little heads up for a heavily implied sensitive topic on mental health i've been away from tfcrp for uhhh probably months now and i feel like i owe an explanation and an apology for being gone i want to start off with saying im genuinely so sorry. i have responsibility on here as a roleplayer for my character fawnsunder and i did not handle it correctly despite having my reasons for being inactive with her. i haven't been as active as i should have regardless of my reasons and i wasted such good potential of a character. i adore fawnsunder and i wish i couldve done more with her. i dont know if i'm going to apply for another litter in tfcrp because of a few reasons which is what i'm about to explain. my first major reason is because of my mental health issues. if you saw the warning above, you could probably guess what happened, but [TW for mental health. if you feel uncomfortable please click off. it's nothing graphic for obvious reasons because this is still a kids website, but it's still very important to why i was away.] i was in the hospital for 2 days, then sent to a psychiatric hospital for another three. before this, i wasn't being active online or in real life for obvious reasons, depression, and i wasn't eating properly. don't worry though, i'm better now because i've gotten help with my therapist and parents!! ^_^ overall, i definitely have major reasons for why i couldn't be online but i still feel really bad. thinking about it now, i'll be more active if i ever get a second chance to roleplay in tfcrp. i'm not going to force myself to roleplay though so i don't waste characters and potential. thank you so much for reading this and hopefully understanding <3
OH YEAH; as for fawnsunder, i will still roleplay her. i already have context for my leave planned out for her so it makes sense that she didn't interact with anyone for like 2 months i really really REALLY want to be active so despite my words of not applying for litters, i'll probably go against it especially if i have the chance to redeem myself
