⟶ ⟶ ᵐᵃʸ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ˡᵒᵍᵍᶦⁿᵍ ᵒⁿ… ︶︶ playing ︶︶ [saturday night dinner - @lovemayy] {1:17} ━━━━●───── {3:24} ︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ ⊹ ₊ ꕤ ᶜᵒⁿᵗᵉⁿᵗˢ ᵒᶠ ⁿᵒᵗᵉˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ᶜʳᵉᵈᶦᵗˢ ˢᵉᶜᵗᶦᵒⁿ ꕤ ₊ ⊹ ~ words of ‘saturday night dinner’ ~ desc/backstory to the poem. ︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ ⊹ ₊ ꕤ ᶜʳᵉᵈᶦᵗˢ ꕤ ₊ ⊹ ꕤ proj ⟶ original poem by @lovemayy ꕤ thumb ⟶ @lovemayy ꕤ desc ⟶ parts from @coastelle- ︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ content warnings! - themes of death. - themes of idolisation of other humans over yourself. ︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ ˡᶦⁿᵏˢ / ʷʰᵉʳᵉ ᵗᵒ ᶠᶦⁿᵈ ᵐᵉ: ᵐᵃᶦⁿ/ᵇᵒᵒᵏ ᵃᶜᶜ ⟶ @books-with-may ᵇᵒᵒᵏᶦˢʰ ˡᶦⁿᵏˢ: ᵒᶠᶠᶦᶜᶦᵃˡ ᵃᶜᶜ ⟶ @bookish-official ᵇᵒᵒᵏᶦˢʰ ˢᵗᵘᵈᶦᵒ: https://scratch.mit.edu/studios/36772415/
{ please read the content warnings in the instructions } “saturday night dinner” ⊹ ₊ ꕤ ʷᵒʳᵈˢ ꕤ ₊ ⊹ saturday night dinner we’re on the way saturday night dinner all i think can think about is how you couldn’t stay saturday night dinner i see your empty brown armchair saturday night dinner i wish i didn’t care saturday night dinner i miss you more than i love myself saturday night dinner all your unread books on the bookshelf saturday night dinner i hate everything you had to go through saturday night dinner i loved you so much more than you knew saturday night dinner i’m forever without you. ︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ ⊹ ₊ ꕤ ᵇᵃᶜᵏˢᵗᵒʳʸ ꕤ ₊ ⊹ this poem is about the first family dinner without a family member who has passed. it can be hard walking back into a home where someone so special once belonged. but, now they’re gone. and it’s confusing, it’s emotional and it literally just hurts. after i lost my grandad i went back to his house a few times before the time i based this poem off of. i wrote this poem in the car on the way to dinner at his and my nans house. though, it wasn’t really his house anymore. i remember disassociating at the dinner table, staring at where his armchair used to be. it was so weird, being in that house without him. i almost expected him to be there, but he wasn’t. it still pains me to write this all down, as it’s still kind of fresh on my heart. the stages of grief have been hitting hard, but everything i do is worth it to see him in heaven someday <3 so, it’s normal to feel like this, you are not alone!
