[ TW: Mentions of depression (?) and cussing ] [ VENTING ] So.... I'm just going to put this in short. My mental health has been doing terribly lately. Yesterday, my mom yelled her ass off at me and my brother because we went inside for five minutes. Today, she almost broke the sound barrier. Sometimes, I feel like she doesn't ever think about anyone but herself. Yesterday, we cleaned our WHOLE back porch until you could see your reflection because she wanted to eat outside. I mean, yes, pollen season, but what's the point? It's only going to get dirtier. While I was cleaning, she walked over to me and grabbed the mop from my hand, then started to do it herself. Then she yelled at me today because she said that /she/ did all the work, even though my dad scrubbed down the rest of the porch that she didn't do. If I'm being honest, I can't take it anymore. My mental health has been in ruins ever since I entered middle school. And my mom doesn't even seem to care. She's been so worried about sitting on her couch all day instead of considering the fact that she doesn't account for me and my brothers' feelings. She's only making my mental health worse. I dunno. I'm considering taking a hiatus from Scratch for a bit, let my mental health recover for the summer... ...maybe I'll even leave Scratch. I haven't come to any conclusion yet. But, if you're wondering why your art isn't completed, it's simple: I haven't had the motivation to draw much since the beginning of third period of school. Sorry if this comes off as me trying to sound like a brat or something. I'm just tired of her crap. I just want to go one day without hearing her constant yelling. Wishing you all the best. -Benny
I'm really sorry that I posted this. I just... I don't feel like getting anything done anymore. I really needed to get this off my chest. Thanks for being amazing, guys <3 ... I'm scared to tell her I'm trans... Oh. Hello. Why not smile.
