yep, another vent project. stupid. right? its just that i *really* haven't felt so well these past days. i keep having mood swings, crying over things that are useless. and having trouble controlling my anger and crying. it sucks. atleast i have bryce to comfort me but it isn't fully recovered you know? now i dont know what to do, been taking tests online to see if im mentally okay and it all says "you need to call for help" why am i sad? most of the reasons include my friends ignoring me. rude things ive been told. being judged alot. and not being a great person. i compare myself alot of others. which is also a really bad thing. -i compare myself to others too much -i have bad mood swings -i cry too easily/randomly cry -if someone asks if im okay the first thing i say is "not really" -i love to hide my body as much as possible -i always think/care about what others think of me -when someone says something mean or uncomfortable, it might take a year or two until i forget. or sometimes it stays my whole life. -always have to be perfect to my friends
i dont know what to do, what to ask for, im just sad. and sometimes i cry for no reason.
