HIII SO UM SORRY I - UH WELL- idk man im so tired lmaooo bsd spoilers ahead, BEWARE! to summarize: i basically flunked this school year because i gave up, oops. but i go to 9th grade next year, so ill be able to keep my gpa up then so i can still make it in life lol.. i also fully caught up with bungo stray dog’s manga! yippee! ch.121.5 BROKE ME. why is it that in Seraph of the End, 121 is adorable, and then in bsd it makes me want to cry(i did cry). LIKE YUU TAKES MIKA ON A HIKING DATE IN SOTE AND THEN ATSUSHI FREAKING DIES IN FRONT OF AKUTAGAWA IN BSD? UR KIDDING ME. chuuya is still my favorite, and i bought stormbringer! peak book im gonna slam my money on the table whenever the manga adaptation is released because HOSHIKAWA’S ART IS LITERALLY PEAK I CANNOT!!! i NEED to buy beast too dude. i have the three 15 manga tho:33 i also got my dad to watch bsd heh… i win chat. in any case, i apologize for being inactive, ive been focusing on youtube. ill attempt to adapt my videos onto scratch projects if i get the time, if you’d be interested! <3 [ CREDITS! - MUSIC - Crazy Scary Holy Fantasy - Myth&Roid X.U. - Gemie (i think chat the other name is long and i no wanna type) The Cruel Angel’s Thesis - Yoko Takahashi Cubism - needy girl overdose LITERALLY EVERYTHING ELSE @ferriswheel_- ]
1 - cover page of the sketchbook i used for most of these<3 2 - intro page of that sketchbook, nothing much to say 3 - fyodor dostoevsky (I HATE HIM GRRRGRGRGRGRGRGRGRGRGR but my friend thinks he’s hot so i drew him holding the book:333) 4 - sigma pages part 1! i love him sm guys he’s my third favorite probably lmao (chuuya, atsushi, sigma, ranpo) 5 - this isn’t really anything actually… 6 - CHEWYYAAAAAAHAHAHHHHHHHH my baby ilhsm genuinely if he was real i would date this man and that says a lot. 7 - ATSUSHI MY SON I LOVE YOUUUUUU!! him and yuichiro hyakuya are two of my biggest kins(i do believe that’s the right word, i do identify with most of both their traits lol- moreso atsushi tho idk..) 8 - BEASTZAI! i hate him. i want him to die again. please. but the angst was nice:3 9 - MAGICAL GIRL SIGMA PEAK HEH (also sigma pages part 2!) 10 - dazai. heh. 11 - MIKAELA MAKES HIS RETURN! i really like how he looks:3 12- More mika:3 never finished this one tho 13 - YUUUU HES SO ME I LOVE HIM RHRHUEHUFHWUDH after all i cannot love myself i need others to do it for me hh /ref 14 - mikayuu:3 15 - more demon mikaaa<3 16 - mikayuu again ;w; 17 - SOUKOKUUUUU! they make me physically ill. i’ve read more than 500k words of fic recently. oml. 18 - more skk:3 chuuya is an angry french man cus it’s either him or verlaine im animating to ‘guns and ships’. 19 - dazai being goofy.. 20 - SKK<3 + quotes.. 21 - atsushi! <333333333 i love him guys he’s honestly so me 22 - mini verlaine doodle at the bottom of some school notes 23 - MIKAYUUU <3 24 - RIMLAINE AAAAANHHHHHHHHHHH *combusts* 25 - something figure?/ idk what i was doing but i liked it a little so i threw it in here. it isn’t anatomically correct, but i couldn’t care less idk man. 26 - chuuya, verlaine, and their stupid sentimentality towards Rimbaud’s hats /ref 27 - DARK ERA ZAI! honestly really proud of this:3 28 - sigma pages part 3! 29 - skk… i don’t like this one 30 - beast!atsushi- i don’t like this one either but it’s okay because it’s atsushi. 31 - verlaine thing i hate 32 - 15! skk:3 33 - chuuya bandaging dazai up is my therapy. and the other way around. i love hurt/comfort. 34 - chuuya style test 35 - 22 chuuya has such an odd outfit…love him tho 36 - trying to give myself motivation with some roughs 37 - that one gay scene from dead apple. happy pride month (i hate this drawing highkey) 38 - KYOUKAAA<3 i love her im so glad kyoatsu isn’t canon.. i’d cry. 39 - 16 chuuya IS PEAK. IDC WHAT UOU THINK THIS IS HIS BEST ERA HES SO AAAARRRGRHFHHD 40-41 - fit ‘studies’ for 22! soukoku 42 - lyrics from ‘aun no beats’. drew this on the bus in DC while playing the song over and over again lol 43 - my favorite art of chuuya i’ve done:3 44 - beast dazai.. again… sigh. 45 - sigma part 4! MY BABY GETS HIS OWN PAGE<3 i wanted to add the stars on his coat because i HATE BONES FOR GETTIMG RID OF THEM HRHRRH4YFHEHH LEGIT ALMOST AS MUCH AS I HATE THEM FOR MAKING CHUUYA A TWINK. HE ISNT. HE HAS MUSCLE BONES, PLEASE. 46 - 15! chuuya art i heavily dislike 47 - bakudeku/dekubaku art i drew for my friend today:333 ive been struggling thru big art block so this was nice.. 48 - art wall progression! (includes, mini posters from sote manga, art, things from my little sister, school ‘achievements’, signed print from chuuya’s voice actor, mizisua print, mikayuu print, some postcards, etc!) 49-52 - things from an angst video i did heh… we love you ‘im your man’ by mitski.. 53 - free draw doodle of 15! skk<3 54 - free draw doodle of beast! kyouka and atsushi:3 —- NO MORE IM FREEEE EEEEEE E E E FINALLY. i’m off to watch banana fish and read more fanfic<3 ly guys, i’m sorry for being distant. i promise to check more often over the summer, i miss you all. /gen /srs
