Honey could only remember the last breath now. She looked around. Was this Starclan? She didn't want to be in Starclan. Maybe it wasn't Starclan. She didn't know what to think. Her claws dug into the ground. she hadn't done anything wrong. she never got to. She was a good cat. no, that felt wrong. She was a trouble maker. She was being torn apart. Pebble would never be here. Ma would be here. Angi would come to starclan when she died. Her pelt was starry. Hives was with her, too. He was starry. She was starry. She could see her family again. yet the only thing she could think was just, "I left my brother behind." She would never see Pebble again. That didn't matter yet, right? She felt small, scared, for the first time ever. She didn't want to be here. SHE DIDN'T WANT TO BE HERE! With all the stupid wise cats and goody four paws Stupid. STUPID. STUPID! And then she started crying. the second time in her life. The first being when her mother died. Ma was here. Ma. it felt wrong. Still. Nothing could make it better There were gaps in her thoughts. she only had cared about three people in her life. How did she still care about them now? She needed to sit down. Her fur was dry. she felt weird. It should be wet. she just drowned. maybe this was a dream. Honey closed her eyes and let the darkness take her again .
Honey had such a bright little life, and only lived to 12 moons. I remember waiting for the litter results, being so happy to get her. I think after having Plumdance and letting her live such a sad life, but when I killed her off I had already known I wanted a loner. I really do recommend getting a Loner instead of a clan cat as a second gens char, they seriously live such different lives socially, and its way more fun to expierience, and I think it teaches you a lot about gens. I was going to have honey move to Mossclan, but it didn't work out, as you can see. Goodbye honey!
