im not motivated, tired, lk sick 25/8 for whatever ires-forsaken reason, though i know they'd never forsake me. but im getting forgotten again. 'oh, try harder and people will find your acc!' well the people who do just dont care. views, thats it. gone in two seconds. the occasional notification break, but the only project ive had viewed was because it was of someone famous, thats it. they dont care for the other ones. and the people i chat with, im just more words in a box from someone they'll never know. why bother.