I am deeply sorry for not posting anymore, I am struggling with school and last month, my birthday sucked since I didn't get that many gifts or even a birthday cake?? Nor were my friends or even other family members. It's like my parents didn't even try. But when it was my special needs brother's birthday, he got a 2 layer custom cake, lots of gifts, and our grandparents came over for his birthday. Now, my family is struggling with money, and I'm not trying to act spoiled. I mean, you can't tell what people's tone is on the internet now can you? But just because my brother has slow brain development because he nearly DIED (Well, twice. But this is more important.) when he was just a month old, and needs extra attention, that doesn't mean love him more than me. :( And the fact that he (sometimes) always gets what he wants, that like, VERY expensive, they get it for him. But when I want something, that's like, under 5 dollars, they say, "Oh, we'll get it next time." And they NEVER bought it because they lack memory power. When he doesn't (Or even supposed to because like I said, he has slow brain development.) want to drive, he gets a non-driver license. But when I want one because I don't trust myself ever driving, THEY say, "You'll never get anywhere" "You'll change your mind" I DON'T CARE IF I DON'T, ITS YOUR FAULT THAT YOUR DAUGHTER HAS TRUST ISSUES WITH HER OWN PARENTS. They even depend on me to give them grandchild in the future because my brother (And my half brother) wouldn't ever get engaged. Problem is though, I'm aroace. And when I told them about it, my mom accepted me, so did my dad, right? NOPE. "She doesn't what she wants, and she will keep this bloodline alive." NOT ANYMORE I DO, AND YOU DON'T CONTROL MY LIFE. Thank you for listening, I hope you understand.
I might make a vent here about feeling like the backup friend, but I was typing this during school, so I do it later.
