Character Rust lore + irl Rust 'lore' :D Rust basically is under control, (not possessed exactly, more trapped) by a tall shadow person guy thing, whose temporary name is Oxidize (named by @-_NightVeil_-), cuz I don't rly have one lol. Basically Rust considers himself a monster, or a dangerous person to be around, because of the number of times Oxidize has threatened to hurt his friends when he doesn't comply, and he considers that his fault. Meanwhile, I, in real life, consider myself a horrible person to be friends with, because I can barely keep myself together to begin with, and now I take on others' pressures, and try to help them, but I feel like I'm never really helping enough. May be a dramatic way of putting this, but I am a bit broken, and I feel like I'm taping myself together so no one can see. But under that tape, I'm cracking more and more every day. Also yes, when Rust's eye turns blue and white and weird, his tears turn black. I don't know how that works, I just added it for effect.
Credit to @KayleeDrawz for inspiration and original project, go check it out! Ocs- Random guy that asks grief triggering questions by me, Rust by me