Uh hi everyone! So I’m here to clarify abt me being ia for months, um if u don’t know or rlly care abt me u don’t need to read this is only for my rlly close friends or ppl who some Gen cared abt me, Idk mostly doing cuz I haven’t talked to most of my friends in months BUT I WASNT LIKE I’m not responding to texts and stuff, I did log in once a while to check on others but never made a proj- Why I was ia: - My mental health : Imma be honest here.. I never talked abt it as I had been struggling for almost 2 years.. it was pretty bad, Im still coping with this issue tho. - Studies : im the type of person who would study last min and kinda get decent grades not the best but the work in skl made up for most of it. Prob the only reason im passing, but the major issue is that staring in September I will need to start taking things seriously. I had to choose some subjects I would study and most are heavy/hard topics so I will need to lock in. - Friends : I’ve slowly started getting distanced with SOME of them.. ( my besties are amazing ) this is the last year where I can acc spend time with friends but ofc I can’t rlly hang out when it comes to social. Like this entire year I haven’t hanged out with any of my friends outside school and last year I only did once and that was one my close friends birthday, and I am not allowed to have social media. Issue is some of my friends are either leaving the country or moving skls and I only have 3 months before those few friends leave. - Jugement : irl I was also told stuff that honestly I rlly could care less abt. LIKE WHAT DO U MEAN IM WEIRD FOR HAVING PERSONAL INTERESTS?? What u want me to do have no life? God ppl come at u for the dumbest things “omg u like anime?”, “u play games?” “Imagine having no social media” Or “ew ur music taste is so bad” GOD FORBID A GIRL TO ENJOY HERSELF like bro shut up DO U EVEN HEAR UR SELF?? - Community : there is slowly being ppl being ia and alot of big scratchers have moved on and I would like to say the comm isn’t that bad but TELL ME WHY, Ppl are honestly like to ‘borrow’ things without credit. like no h8 to anyone but when I had 200 followers there were ppl using my stuff like using MY BNRS but removing my user and claiming it was theirs I had to report alot of ppls proj cuz I always asked abt it but they ignored me or deleted before anything happens. There was a case this random person found my account and they DECIED TO BE ME their name was even similar to mine TT and they had made 3 accs a main, art, and sets. I think They have made another acc but I decided to leave them alone and js report cuz omg they be doin this for almost a year.. also main reason I have a strict policy - My proj’s : there is an issue where every time I try to save the web suddenly crashes or cannot and I have to re start the last time it saved so I waste alot of time. i honestly took a break from posting as no one rlly cared and I had to put alot of effort yet eh no one rlly likes it but I will try to upload at least once a month or so. Yes Ik there are ppl who do and if ur one of them yall are amazing and ty :3 Thx for listening to me yapping alot and to any of my friends im gen srry I was ia and ygs mean alot to me <3 and are the main reason I still use this web ^^ also tysm for 500 followers means a lot ILYSM, okay Byeee! (Also send help I kinda forgot how to make these type of thumbs)
