for @darkbeauty108 i don’t know where to start but i think it was a very fateful day that march day in 2024 when you saw my project and we chatted together because i am so insanely grateful that we found each other <3 i was going through a really hard time in my family that time and it’s really personal but i was truly shattered. thank you so much for being there for me. before you i had tons of other scratch friends but we were literally only just doing it for the follows (i unfollowed a bunch of them recently). i also am so grateful that i went and carried on with all the wrong decisions, and for your never ending praise, because it’s what carried me on through the hard days. i just checked the talers document i had for atwd and my last sentence was “May their stories and their lives be honored, and may they rest in peace for eternity.” this is so ironic considering the fact that it was the last sentence i ever wrote for this writing project. i’m crying inside right now, and i almost did shed actual tears when i realized you were gone. i didn’t realize how much your friendship meant to me until you left. i’m not sure what happened, why you were banned / deleted your account, but i’m sure there’s a good reason behind it. i’m so sorry for not being there for you when that happened. scratch is such a toxic and scary place in 2025. scratch will not be the same without and i really do mean it. i’ve wanted to leave for a while and, well, maybe i really should now. i hope you find success in 3d animation, writing, and any other hobbies you have or will take on in the future. i know you probably won't see this or anything, but i really hope you'll come back. if you don't, it's okay. i'll believe that you have gone off to someplace better. after all, we've got much else to do besides stay here in this kids' coding website. i love you so much. i've prepared a song for you inside, i did a really small mini cover of (online love), because i think that's what we have. i’m so bad at singing but i would do it for you and all of my friends. and maybe nothing much happened. but that is also okay. i miss you, i wish we got to know each other more, and i know you probably won't see this, but goodbye my friend.
