Ofc my first vent here is about my uzi fictotype. Whaddya know. Dysphoria from her has been a bit…hard to handle lately. I mean click, I’m getting TAIL dysphoria. Like seriously?? The CYN tail?? Anyway, i guess i also have had some hand dysphoria lately, too. And that’s hard 2 deal with, cuz u ALWAYS see ur hands, and i constantly have to stare at the wall or something so i don’t see them, and thats pretty hard to deal with in school, especially since we’ve been doing more writing in ELA recently, same with math. Oh, and don’t get me started on the memories. I keep clicking getting reminded of my death. I still feel so bad 4 v…i just don’t even know anymore. If i hadn’t let the tail control me, no, if i hadn’t swallowed Cyn’s core, EVERYTHING WOULD BE FINE. I’d still be uzi. … but then again, my other alterhumantypes. My melody, rainbow dash, zila, rosemary…and my theriotypes. I wanna be them, too. But i can’t be all of them. I hate everything about my soul. It’s clicking STUPID. …i guess that’s all. Bye.
