✧ Le Soliloque Du Menteur ✦ A Vérité Application

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“L’amour est une langue que je n’ai jamais su parler, alors je suis devenue fluente dans la solitude.” ─────────── ✧ ─────────── Introduction Hello! My name is Lost, and any pronouns for me are fine! ─────────── ✧ ─────────── Roleplay Experience + Character List I’ve been roleplaying on Scratch for over half a decade. I was an assistant manager in LoTS(hosted by @SquishKitty), and a moderator/kingdom owner in many of @SilverFeatherPro101/@SFP101_Roleplays wonderful creations. I was also a member of TFCRP in the past, with Briarpad of Thunderclan, who I had for 63 moons. Currently, I am a part of TSS(The Silver Shore’s Roleplay, hosted by @t1red- ) with my character Luminescentpaw who's 9 moons so far. ─────────── ✦ ─────────── Who am I applying for? I’m applying for the beautiful Vèritè! ─────────── ✧ ─────────── Why Vérité? I saw this kit and immediately fell in love with her gorgeous design. The eyes- the upside down hearts? She's so pretty. Reading through the family dynamics only made me more eager to apply. This kind of dynamic can affect someone in so many different ways, and I’d love to be able to explore that in roleplay. I have a lot of roleplay experience, and if I were to get her I think I’d be able to utilize it to flesh out Vérité’s character and her interactions with the world around her. I’d also do my best to keep her alive until she is many, many moons old- at the bare minimum as old as Briarpad- though I'd love to keep her until she hits the age limit. ─────────── ✦ ─────────── Personality Vérité would have always ended up reserved, even with parents who loved and doted on her. But in a home without the unconditional love of a parent, she’d only become more aloof. She’d look at the world around her, see her siblings striving for Tristesse’s affection at every turn, and she’d realize a truth of her very own. The love of her father would never be hers, no matter how hard she tries. Perhaps it is her fault- perhaps she was simply never destined to be loved. And so, she’d withdraw inwards. If the world does not have space in its heart for her, then why would she bother keeping room for it. Vérité would be a very aloof character, independent to the extreme. She firmly believes that she will never be loved, never be good enough to stand with those around her. So instead, she chooses to only rely on herself. She would become a master of self-sufficiency, not because it helps her, but because it protects her from the crushing weight of hope. Hope, after all, is dangerous when it has been crushed too many times. Where others, like her siblings, reach out, Vérité pulls away. Her silence is louder than her words, and even those are often etched with a cool cynicism. But just because she has no desire to get close to others, it doesn’t mean she does not watch them. Vérité would be observant, attuned to even the smallest shift in mood from those around her. It wasn’t out of empathy, no, it was simply a matter of survival. If she could predict how those around her behave, she would be prepared for the pain of unmet expectations. To those around her, she’d seem insightful, but it is driven by her solitude. While Vérité always keeps an emotional barrier between herself and those around her, she isn’t cruel. She'd be courteous, composed, even kind in a detached way. But there would always be a wall, an invisible boundary others cannot cross. Anyone who tries to reach her would find themselves pushed away with a quiet, practiced efficiency. The idea of someone loving her for who she is would feel alien. Dangerous, even. In her effort to protect herself from hoping for love, she’d become much like Tristesse, professional and detached. Somewhere deep inside of her, though, Vérité craves love. A pat on the head from her father, a smile shared between her and her siblings. But she cannot reach for it herself, cannot subject herself to the truth of the matter. She is unlovable, and for that, she shall remain alone. And so, Vérité learns to silence herself preemptively. She becomes the kind of person who never raises her voice, never asks for anything she can't provide herself. In the end, she became the perfect daughter. ─────────── ✧ ─────────── Shortened Version: (+) Composed, Self-sufficient, Observant (=) Aloof, Cynical, Independent (-) Self Doubting, Avoidant, Emotionally Guarded Vérité is a self-sufficient and emotionally guarded individual who has internalized the belief that she is unlovable, and actively chooses solitude over the potential pain of rejection. Though she craves love and friendship, she keeps others at a distance, masking longing with detachment. ─────────── ✦ ─────────── Please see inside the project or the Other Button(after clicking the flag) for the rest!