hi. it’s me, meii… though that’s not even my real name. this is really hard to say, but — i’m quitting Scratch. it’s been such an emotional journey. i’ve been here since 4th grade. and now… i’m in 9th. it feels unreal to say that out loud. 9th grade is tough — in every possible way. i need time to catch up, to breathe, to cope. my first account was @PXTELIQIE. i had 500 followers. it meant everything to me. then it got deleted. and honestly, that broke me a little. i made @-clxdie- next — back in 5th grade. i loved it then. but time passed, and so did the name. so i created @mxntyy- because i was obsessed with green (now its black). then came @hazqq- — that one had a piece of the real me in it. my name, hazel. and now, this account… where i made memories, and friends like ishi and xio. i’m 14 now. from india. and yes, 9th grade here is brutal. they call it the “formative year” — the year that prepares you for boards. boards are exams in 10th and 12th that decide your entire future — your stream, your college, your life. i hate the pressure. i hate the system. but i have dreams. big ones. i want to go abroad for college, for a better future. but that’s expensive. so i need a scholarship. and for that, i need to do well. and for that, i need to study. it hurts to say goodbye. it really does. but before i go, let me tell you who i am — the real me: i love writing. i'm working on my first book. i write poems too — little pieces of my soul. i draw, i do calligraphy, i play badminton. i’m good at science and maths. but if you show me social science… i’ll cry ? thank you for being part of this journey. thank you for being here. maybe one day i’ll be back. but for now… this is goodbye. — hazel (meii)
and… before i go — i’m giving this account away. if you're interested, dm me (check inside this project) but please — only if you truly care about it. i do ask for one thing in return: never delete my old projects — especially this one. they’re pieces of me. memories i want to look back on. i know someone else might do better with this account. and that’s okay. but it still means the world to me. thank you for being part of this journey. thank you for being here. maybe one day i’ll be back. but for now… this is goodbye
