can someone tell me what makes me so me? Because i had 10 people tell me today, "hey, i like your personality! There's not many people like you out there" or something along the lines of that. Like, thank you so much but uhmmmmm... what? So does that mean I'm good or bad or cool or nerdy likeeeee... okay!! A lot of people like me for this so i guess it's good? But idrk. There has been some stirring around my school that say "a,b,c,x,y,z, blah blah blah" likes me, and I'm like, "damn!" because I don't even like myself that much!! I'm not cute, im not hot, im not dumb or innocent, and theres always going to be someone thats smarter than me. I don't have any cool things or hobbies that I do or talk about, and worst of all, I'm the most disgusting, awkward, not nonchalant, traumatized, and sensitive person you'll ever meet, so, what draws people to me? I'm not talking about this to flaunt my feathers or talk about myself, I'm genuinely curious because if I can't see it, how can other people? Am I blindsided? Too humble? Used to myself? Someone tell me!!
