Vent? Idk I’m just yapping. I hate the feeling of being like HEY HEY LOOK AT THIS I MADE THIS LOOK AT IT which is why I don’t show my art to my family usually bc they never ask. On the internet you just post stuff and hope people think it’s cool, but if they don’t, they’re usually silent and you don’t know that they don’t care. Silence on the internet doesn’t necessarily mean people don’t care, but in person it does. I’m just non-confrontational. I’m worried that I’ll just be disappointed by others reactions. I crave the feeling of being appreciated and feel like I deserve to be appreciated for my art, but I’m not famous or anything. Which might be a good thing, idk. I have two little gremlins inside of me, one says I deserve to be famous and have all the attention I want, and the other says don’t be greedy I don’t need it. It’s just nice to see comments from people who care, but they’re never enough and they never will be. No matter how many comments I could get, I’ll always want more. Just yapping my thoughts away. I’ll probably feel better by tomorrow.
I love Marina songs <3 WHY ARE THERE SO MANY OF THEM THAT FIT AXEL AND FELIX???! (Mostly Felix lol) Characters are Axel, Felix, and Victor. My little bbgs <3 Lol those happen to all be the characters I’ve written the most about.
