2nd track of MORNING AFTER MIDNIGHT I walk alone through crowded halls No one hears when my spirit falls I smile so they don’t see the fight But I cry in corners late at night They say, “Be soft, don’t raise your voice,” Like strength in me was never a choice I try so hard to just be me But they compare me constantly Actually, I hate everything they say, But what can I do? I’m not independent… But I feel bad, yeah, I feel sad, Like I’m never enough, and that makes me mad They keep trying to mold me their way Actually, I hate everything they say actually i hate actually i hate They say I’m weak when I cry out loud Then say I’m cold when I stand proud I’m tired of being told my place Of hiding dreams I want to chase I know I’m strong, I know I care But no one sees me standing there They lift the boys and push us down Like we don’t deserve a crown Actually, I hate everything they say, But what can I do? I’m not independent… But I feel bad, yeah, I feel sad, Like I’m never enough, and that makes me mad They keep trying to mold me their way Actually, I hate everything they say actually i hate actually i hate One day, I’ll rise and break the chain I’ll turn this silence into flame But for now, I breathe, I stay Waiting for my own escape I bite my tongue to keep the peace But I just want the noise to cease I’m tired of living in this script Of roles I never would’ve picked Actually, I hate everything they say, But what can I do? I’m not independent… But I feel bad, yeah, I feel sad, And I wish I could fight without feeling bad I’m more than what they try to display Actually, I hate everything they say written and produced by JEON AISHA A.K.a ME
