⋆ 。゚☁︎ ⋆ 。°✩ about me ✩°。 ⋆ ☁︎゚。 ⋆ a quiet archive of starlight , ghosts of dreams , and petals in the wind ☾༓ table of contents ༓☽ ➤ i ✦ identity & self ➤ ii ✦ golden threads ➤ iii ✦ shadows i avoid ➤ iv ✦ dreamscape & mind ➤ v ✦ muses , media & myth ➤ vi ✦ aesthetic & senses ➤ vii ✦ rituals & keepsakes ➤ viii ✦ scattered stardust ༶•┈┈୨♡୧┈┈•༶ i ◜ identity & self ◞ ✶ name : ollie / shark / star ✶ bday : jan two ✶ pronouns : he / they / she ✶ mbti / enneagram : enfp ✶ native tongue / languages : english [ learning pashto + french ] ✶ soul element : air ✶ idk what to name this : audhd + c-ptsd ༶•┈┈୨♡୧┈┈•༶ ii ◜ golden threads ◞ ✶ favorite weather : snowy + windy , but the snow isnt painful ✶ comfort flavors : vanilla , coffee , and carmel ✶ comfort textures : fuzzy , waves , and slightly bumpy ✶ soft sounds : soft chimes and pencils lightly on paper ✶ favorite creatures : jellyfishes , seaurchins , sharks , deer , rats , film cooper reacting to the button ✶ small things that bring joy : little notes and paragraphs from my besties when im being dramatic ✶ favorite hour of the day : noon <3 ༶•┈┈୨♡୧┈┈•༶ iii ◜ shadows i avoid ◞ ✶ deepest fears : losing those i love [ robbers ] ✶ disliked sensations : tingly feeling at two am when you dont do your schoolwork that is overdue ✶ signs i’m overwhelmed : eyes dart back and forth ✶ things that drain my soul : school and arguments ✶ how i defend my softness : " im autistic / j !! " ༶•┈┈୨♡୧┈┈•༶ iv ◜ dreamscape & mind ◞ ✶ recurring dreams : mirror wall ✶ twoam thoughts : " draw something " ✶ safe places in my mind : desk corner upstairs ✶ what inspires awe in me : graphic design architecture ✶ strange thoughts i love : " throw the baby " ༶•┈┈୨♡୧┈┈•༶ v ◜ muses , media & myth ◞ ✶ books i live inside : harry potter always ✶ favorite shows / movies : arcane rn <3 ✶ songs that echo my soul : french songs + instumentals ✶ fictional world that feels like home : wizarding world ✶ characters i see myself in : eliiot from [ guess !! ] ༶•┈┈୨♡୧┈┈•༶ vi ◜ aesthetic & senses ◞ ✶ core aesthetic(s) : none rn ✶ color palette i wear / see : greens + blacks <3 ✶ if i were a location : a mountain range divided by a river ✶ me , as a room or scene : those really big closets ༶•┈┈୨♡୧┈┈•༶ vii ◜ rituals & keepsakes ◞ ✶ small superstitions : mirrors hold ghosts ✶ what i always carry : glasses cleaner trust ✶ handwriting style : you can see it in the thumbnail ✶ memories i store in objects : las vegas snowglobe [ask ! ] ༶•┈┈୨♡୧┈┈•༶ viii ◜ scattered stardust ◞ ✶ core memory snapshots : pulling on dad's beard ✶ last time i felt weightless : meeting my pookies !