hii loves im going thru a bit of a rough patch with my dad so here’s a quick poem i wrote to let the feelings out this poem is not me blaming him at all, i just needed to write my thoughts from my pov and maybe someone can relate i also just wanted to post something so this can act like a little filler project i don’t usually write poems with sections / paragraphs so i thought id try and i rlly like it! so more like this will be coming i assume song - ‘not a lot, just forever’ by adrienne lenker
⋆.˚✮ g h o s t ✮˚.⋆ i see myself, sitting on the couch. i see them, laughing at the table. i watch as a ghost of myself, watching myself drown. it felt like only yesterday i was laughing until this feeling started to grow and loneliness set in. until i became a ghost to myself until i became a ghost to them sometimes a few will look back and wave but one, one family member will always look the same way; straight head, away from me. this wasn’t what it used to be. we used to be good. i don’t know what happened. im not a girl with daddy issues, because maybe im the issue i would figure it out, if he would talk but life is ‘too busy’ to sit and talk, to do something together, to spend time with the ghost of a family member…
