CHATT B4 U COMMENT... DRUMROLL PLZZ- WE MADE UP :D IM SO HAPPY I asked if she wanted 2 continue our frenship n' she said yes :3 Upd: uhh our relationship is a lil toxic wtv We both apologized n' even b4 l asked she alr seemed enthusiastic :D Ty 2 every1 who supported me, idk if l would be here w/o them!! :3 With that ladies, gentlemen, and enby friendz.. the drama is over :D (Old drama is under here) Tw: mentionz of s**cide (lmk if l missed more.) (Outdated) Im so tired. I was trying to vent 2 my friend. Abt my favorite creator. They had been under a lot of stress. Their comments were being flooded with false allegations. They left this world 4 days b4 this project was shared. I TRIED talking with my "friend" As l was at the stress part they laughed. LAUGHED OVER SOME1'Z EMOTIONS. I asked them not to. They did again. I got fed up and blocked them for a day. Next day arrives. I try talking. More arguing. She said she thought l was being sarcastic. SARCASTIC WHILE ASKING HER TO NOT LAUGH. Something abt her being tired or smth? Mind you she sleeps around 11 pm-3 am.. Now 2day at night l tried talking again. I tried using humor 2 get past this. I told her l've been having a breakdown all week. Istg. They were so unsympathetic. I feel a bit bad about saying that but.. maybe even self-centered? They asked me how SHE felt. HOW HER end of the story felt. I only told her l js wanted an apology.. mind you l was silently crying while texting her on the sec day. And abt the part where l told her abt my breakdown? All she responded with was "ok?" .. just "ok" l think l even told her that lm scared of dry texterz bcz l think they're constantly mad at me? I blocked her again. Im too tired 2 deal with this. The worst part is that l always sit with her after school. I. cant. Avoid. Her.. Upd:l TRIED improving our "friendship" by making her a kandi rat that she'z been begging me 2 make 4 her. Nothing. Not a "sorry" or even a "thank you" The only thing l got was an "okay." .. Just okay? Fine, if this is the route you wanna take.
I don't know how 2 feel. Itz like idek her rn. Some1 PLEASE. help me on this.. (2 the ppl who r telling me 2 break offf w/ her, l haven't told my parentz. they have a very positive relationship w/ her grandma. idk how they'd feel if l stopped talking 2 her) Song-mice on venus Art-me If she apologized at ANY time this would have been over. Edit:yeah, l did over-react. I probably shouldn't have flipped out on her. But in my defense l was in a bad mental state. (Bcz of extremely personal problemz l won't share)
