I’m doing the best I can to fix this mess. Hey everyone! I noticed that some of y’all didn’t see my project where I was going to leave scratch, but some of you have used the code that wasn’t mine. Please read this. if you have ever used my code, do not credit me for it. I explained that I was, (& still am) coping with the guilt I had not realized that I had done something horrible. I did not intend to steal @CaptianFluffy’s code, because I did not know that I was copying & stealing her code when I first did it, because I hardly even knew what I was doing. I didn’t think I would be given a second chance, because honestly, I don’t feel like I deserve it. But some of you have credited the wrong person if you used the code I had. I did not make it. I still feel so horrible about it, & I know people like my art & stuff, but this I can’t explain it. It’s too much for me to handle. I’m not leaving scratch just yet, but I have had the thought of it for quite awhile. I know some of you forgave me, but I haven’t forgave me yet. I’m so sorry to @CaptianFluffy, I never intended to steal your code. The only reason I haven’t left is because I love drawing. I want to improve on it, but scratch feels so hard to handle because of what I’ve done. Once again, I’m crying right now. Everything I do right now, could make me lose everybody’s trust to me on this website. But still, I’m only ten years old, I’m turning eleven in three months, but this all too much to handle at once for someone my age. If my younger self could’ve just not stolen that code, I wouldn’t be saying this right now, & I would be pursuing art & learning. But I’m just angry at myself now, & let me tell you something: IT’S HARD. hiding your feelings all the time, but I want some people to forgive but they probably SHOULDN’T. & I keep on wishing that this is a dream, or a trick & that I’ll wake up from this guilt-ridden NIGHTMARE, but it’s not going to happen. This is MY fault. & I can’t stop telling myself that I suck, I’m a cheat, & things that I can’t say out loud. I have HUGE feelings. But that’s because I’m young. & I just, feel alone. But the real message in this is that if you ever used my zoom in code, that’s not mine. Don’t credit me. Please. I also know some people who used the code: . (I’m sorry) (I’m sorry) (I’m sorry) I also remembered that before I used the backpack tool in scratch that I copied code. In one projects I used ’s code by copying it. I’m truly sorry. I didn’t know what I was doing, I had just moved from my old account & I did things like that. the code was a cloning sprite for falling effects. I’m sorry . & I’m sorry to everyone because those things I did in the past didn’t just backfire & hurt me, but I hurt other people too without them even knowing it. So I’m not leaving, but I will take a hiatus. I hurt so many people, & NOW, I’M HURTING MYSELF. I don’t deserve to get forgiveness for what I’ve done. So if any of you can’t trust me anymore, I get it. I probably wouldn’t forgive me either. But this experience is so hard on me, & I honestly don’t want to be on scratch anymore. I may only stay because I do like sharing my art & seeing other people’s creations, but this hurts too much. So I’m not going to be on scratch for a long time to improve my art & go on with my life without having this guilt inside me. I’m trying to fix this, but nothing will get better unless I do this. I’m going on hiatus, & I’ll only be active on magma even though I don’t post. I’m sorry.
Signing off… :3
