i'm usually the positive person here to help others but this project is different.... life is getting to hard to handle i'm starting to gain trust issues its starting to get hard to trust people close to me i'm afraid to be stabbed in the back again and i always have a feeling that people i know talk bad about me it hard my mental heath is being destroyed by the day i feel stuck i really can't take anymore bullying and rudeness anymore people are making me feel like i can not be me i just don't feel like the happy go lucky me anymore by the day i'm losing the energy to get up in the morning I always act like i'm okay I'M NOT OK I'M LYING it hurts and I DON'T CARE IF ANYONE CALLS ME EMO FOR THIS OK I need time... There are only two people i trust if you are one of the two people that know me in real life just know you are the only ones i feel safe around anymore and thank you for that