Why couldn’t it have been me?It had to be you didn’t it? Of course you had to do that. I'm not mad I’m just hurt, and now I might not see you again. My heart is melting every second I wait when I see you in that bed, the doctors telling me random s- I don’t even know what they’re saying anymore, I can’t hear them..I wish you would have spoken to me before this happened, before you did this..I can’t take it every second is like a day going by and I don’t even know if you’ll be ok..please come back to me, to us.