❝ singing in the dead of night ❞ — a cloudkit app

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❝ blackbird singing in the dead of night ❞ About me Liz | she/her or they/them | 14 Heyo, I'm Liz. I'm your average writer and roleplayer and I've been trying to get back into roleplaying so here I am! I do currently have a kit but they were from a fcfs litter and it was more of a way to get back into roleplaying. I have had multiple cat's in the past one of which was Cardinalpaw the son of Rosestar of Mossclan, who died young. ❝ Take these broken wings and learn to fly ❞ I am applying for Cloudkit, I loved the design and was excited to make an application within 2 days (the ADHD likes to kick in) ❝ all your life ❞ About the kit personality cloudkit is a very shy cat, think Fluttershy from MLP. after warming up to others he'll be a loyal friend for life. he's often worried about animals and insects(though he'll still hunt for the sake of the clan and will worship every life taken) and will take time to himself to talk to these little creatures that he cherishes. amab, he/him and will be bi later in life ❝ you were only waiting for this moment to arise ❞ roleplay example this will be in the comments and may be a WIP by the time you read this ❝ blackbird singing in the dead of night ❞ research I will be giving cloudkit anxiety and rsd (both of which I have) you may be asking, what's rsd(rejection sensitivity disorder)? it's a side-effect(bad way to explain it) of anxiety(or ADHD which I also have) and is basically just social-anxiety where you feel as if everyone hates you or doesn't trust or like you. cloudkit is often worried about how others think about them, hence why he spends time by himself and the creatures who he feels don't judge him. cleveland clinic says "Rejection sensitive dysphoria (RSD) is when you experience severe emotional pain because of a failure or feeling rejected. This condition is linked to ADHD and experts suspect it happens due to differences in brain structure. Those differences mean your brain can’t regulate rejection-related emotions and behaviors, making them much more intense." cleveland also says about anxiety "Anxiety disorders are a group of mental health conditions that cause fear, dread and other symptoms that are out of proportion to the situation. There are several types, including generalized anxiety disorder, specific phobias and social anxiety disorder. Treatment is effective and usually includes medication and psychotherapy (talk therapy)." cloudkit will experience the same symptoms I do, (I do take anxiety meds so this is my experience with being medicated, so his is more tame) constantly worried about how others feel which can go on and off. (sorry this is hard to explain :sob:) cloudkit will also be worried about how well they perform and if he's even worthy of the love of his friends and family(this is not something I experience).