me and gundham made up!! i can’t even explain how relieved i feel right now?? we finally sat down and talked things through, and it made me realize that sometimes, closure isn’t about fixing everything perfectly BUT IT'S ACTUALLY just about being real with each other. I think i carried around a lot of tension and confusion for so long, and getting to actually talk it out with him cleared up so much?? he’s genuinely such an amazing person. despite everything that happened between us, he still showed up to the conversation with maturity and patience. we both acknowledged where we went wrong, and there was no blaming or pointing fingers and instead just honesty <333 we both hurt each other in ways we didn’t always understand at the time, but now we’re finally on the same page (I think :'), and that means everything to me <3 TECHNICALLY i DID break his blacklist by messaging him first, and i know that might seem weird or impulsive,. and instead of being cold or upset, he was so chill. it reminded me of why i cared about him in the first place before everything all went down <33 so yeah. we’re not pretending the past didn’t happen INSTEAD we’re just choosing not to live in it. PLEASE go follow him. he deserves so much love and support. things might’ve been messy, but he’s genuinely so sweet <333 @tanakaz_
