im sorry guys, but I have to.

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soo this is it I guess. im keeping this quick and short and im sorry for being so sudden its just that I hate hate hate sharing my negative feelings on scratch. especially when smth great happens and you just don't wanna ruin the moment. ok im kinda getting off topic now so im gonna share my story of how I found scratch:: --------------------------------------------------------------- when I was like eight years old, our class was doing like some sort of computing lesson and we were doing coding on , you guessed it, scratch. I was amazed at all the fun, cool games that people created. after like three years, I was doing another coding session at school which was on scratch. when I got home I begged my parents to let me get an account and I did. it was @aesthetic_girlie13 I posted all sorts of projects like the ones played but it wasn't until I stumbled on a Taylor swift themed project ( I think it was ones of those ♥️ or ⭐️ for ur fav celeb or smth) that I found this community. the person who created that Taylor project was nice and we talked for bit and that was when I realised that scratch was more than a coding project. I later discovered how you could make aes projects and banners! I I met some really lovely scratchers who had their own style and things. I absolutely loved it. then I moved to this acc because I wanted a fresh start. ( also because my project were getting messy and I hated my username). ----------------------------------------------------------------- but guys its been such an amazing journey that ill never ever forget. the people, the projects, the talent you guys have just everything about scratch in general. and to be honest I never really thought about leaving until late may. because that was when I realised that this was a huge risk. my parents know I have scratch but they thought i forgot about it ages ago. my parents don't know about the projects i make and the people I talk to. if they find out they would go ballistic and ban me from my computer. and I don't want that. don't get me wrong ilygsfm much but at the end of the day I don't 'know know' you are just strangers. and so am I, we all are. but the thing is scratch makes me forget that. it makes me think that I have some sort of connection with you guys. so, the real reason im leaving scratch its just that its a risk. a risk that will probably break the trust between me and my parents. i would also like to add that when i started my break, i thought i would never be able to be completely inactive. the thing is, i was too addicted to scratch, it was literally apart of me. so, i stared to fill my calender with events and things i was looking forward to, turns out i had barely any time to go on scratch anyway, then after that i got ip network banned so i thought to my self 'what's actually the point?' i know people stay for freiends and all that but genuinely dont have the time. i realised that my life was going to get a lot busier and i cant afford to spend all my screen time on a highly addictive coding website. i think the message i would like to last leave on this website, is that to always to be kind to everyone, you never know who could be behind that screen and as people say 'its not goodbye, its see you later' *scroll down* - I will check in on you guys and post updates and stuff around my bday, which is in october and to wish you guys a merry christmas - my p!n if you wanna message me :: @.christayls_ ily to the moon and back <333 -chrissie