Warning: mentions of death… Turns out I had another song for y’all, yaaaaay!! Lyrics: Leave me in the garden Hope I’ll find a rose Leave me in the garden With only things I cannot know Leave me in the garden All the daisies are gone I’ve been here for far too long Drowning, burning, never learning, Never quit, don’t quite fit Drought and darkness, doubt and haunting Giving up, buttercup And the roses wilted And the roses wilted For you Tell me the truth Say you’re sorry if you are Say you hate me if you do You’ll already be too far to see the mess I made for you Leave me in the garden Dahlias you burned Leave me in the garden Buried it the ferns Drowning, burning, never learning, Never quit, don’t quite fit Drought and darkness, doubt and haunting Giving up, buttercup And the roses wilted And the roses wilted For you Tell me the truth Say you’re sorry if you want to Say you hate me if you want to Did you mean it? Was any of it true? All the sacrifices that I made for you Say you love me if you want to Say you love her if you want to Did you mean it? Was any of it true? All the sacrifices that I made for you *gasp that I absolutely hate but it’s too late to get rid of now* What did you want from me In lieu of apologies Was I entertaining? Or some strange form of training? Ah, ah… Learn to earn trust, a spy Eating your dust, a lie How could you justify Leaving me here to die Say you’re sorry just to hurt me Say you hate me just to hurt me Say you love me just to hurt me Say you love her just to hurt me Everything I wanted to be All the things I just couldn’t see Say just something, pretty please Say anything, your apathy Everything I wanted to be All the things I just couldn’t see For you No clue That you Would Lie…
Garage band was used for recording Flower meanings <333 This song is pretty simple tbh bc when I was recording I also had things to do so I couldn’t do as much but oh well I still really like it :) Honestly I used to HATE it after writing it originally but it grew on me (like that moss on the weird statue of me in the project!! Really proud of that drawing)
