i think i will leave it has been a wonderful two year journey creating lots of memories and projects for my inactive/active 300 followers. i actually miss it when i was online a lot, creative and more excited to post on scratch until now... most of my friends are on ia, hiatus, or just not online anymore. i wish i also had my motivation to frequently check scratch too... not to mention, school has been rlly busy these past months. i am still busy, and prolly become busier in the next few months. junior high is hard. i've posted 130+ projects, either edits or something more. i've also started to realize i haven't been getting anymore attention like i used to (not being a narc or saying i NEED to be popular, just reduces my motivation a bit after all the work i've done) and i've grown older, i tend to like other things, and i don't just want miraculous forever on my account. the fandom is somehow dead. i like anime, kdramas, beauty, books, art, graphic designs, other things than 'miraculous' i love how my followers were always there for me for anything i post, say, or do. really, life can be full of surprises. i made wonderful online friends here too. i wish i could make another account and transferring everything from here to there. but like i said, no motivation and maturing took a toll on my mental state. adding on, scratch has become more toxic and a social media than a kids coding site. people go around doing f4f's (follow for follow) where they gain followers in order to make themselves popular. many schools use this website for CODING. it has became a social media site for the thriving toxic people. (experience from @Siri_Clear drama…) i feel like as i grew up i realized how this is yet another social media site that everyone needs followers js to post smth. that’s kinda … sad tbh. (can’t blame anyone i used to want it too! back then it was my ONLY social media..) my mental health isn’t what it used to be. i used to be such a bright child who loved and only talked about miraculous and shipped Adrien and Marinette since the show started. i can’t even think straight as i am almost failing a class. as much as i love my edits, i will leave them here for you to replay them again as much as u like. <3 my school banned Scratch. my parents don’t want me on Scratch. the only reason on how i typed up everything here is directly from my phone. i can’t make edits on a little screen, and don’t have a personal computer anymore since my parents took it away bc of their ‘trust issues.’ if i never become active anymore, don't leave because of me. i only left bc of personal issues and the lack of time to post and engage with my followers. but i had so much fun. that’s what it counts! it was fun while it lasted, right? i hope. -Elvin
