Ive just been stressed recently It feels like I got dragged back into the empty void. Sometimes I feel like I was just lying to myself when I said I was fine now, cause for some reason…something still bothers me…and the guilt I feel like..it’s getting worse again… I thought these feelings would leave me alone after I got away from [HIM] I have just been lying to myself this whole time. I’m still that same coward who’s always worried about messing up and everyone hating me. What did I expect..of course it won’t go away Whatever..at least I’m not at [HIS] house anymore.. Why am I like this.
