my viv. my viv. my viv. my viv. my viv. my... viv? viv where are you when I need you the most? I wake up in a cold sweat thinking I was in danger, but when my eyes adjusted to the darkness I saw a white light at the end of the pitch black hall. "am I dying?"I think. no I couldn't be. could I? I follow the warm light guiding me somewhere, some place, somehow. I stop walking. my jaw drops in aw. I don't know where I am, but it's gorgeous. as i walk through the rows and rows of white fences all laced with dainty white bows, I cant help but smile. its such a sweet and happy place its hard to be sad. I see a bright figure soar past me, then another, then another. after several other pass I realize they're angels. "if they're angels, then am I in heaven?" its so shocking I didn't even mean to say it. then an angel brighter then all the rest, flies towards me. when the angel lands she says "hello, you must be luna" "h-how do you k-know my n-name?" i say "I'm an angel, I know everyones name" she responds. "but why am I here right now, I'm not dead right?" "no you're not dead, but you wanted to be here" she takes my hand as we fly up in to the warm light blue sky. I try to think of why I would wish to be here but I just cant. then I see her from afar. vivianne. my viv. the viv that drowned in the lake yesterday. my brain shuts down as my eyes rewind. they go back to monday, or maybe tuesday, I can't tell because its a blur of changing lights and sounds flashing in my ears. "of course I can swim" I see viv confidently getting in the water. the memories quickly flashes too viv getting her leg stuck in the seaweed as no one seemed to notice but me. I tried to save her. I think. did i? everything moves so quickly and all starts to blend together. I don't even remember what happened. then it goes black. part 2?
