hai it’s yuzu ditching the goofy personality real quick 5 months to the day, january 22nd 2025, i was at a REALLY crappy point in life. if i’m not mistaken just that weekend, i was seriously considering doing it. ykwim. scr (specifically the aes comm) was really getting to me, so i decided “ykw? imma go to spop,” and i made @therealsunhee. at the time, i had barely any experience with modern spop. i was trained by 3rd gen and thought it would all be the same. oh gosh it wasn’t. i was confused, and as ygs may remember, i mixed in CAPCUT. WHO TF MIXES IN CAPCUT? meet sunhee. the OLD me i might add. i was in here on a mission to GET STUFF DONE. so i immediately announced my solo debut and made a company. but as you can tell, that didn’t work out. but two months later, i was getting seriously sick of feeling like an outsider to the comm. (ik i wasn’t, but it felt that way). so i made @myoelle. i made yuzu. i created who i am now. but that’s not really changing. that’s what this is supposed to be about, right? i had friends on scr, for the first time EVER. i discovered songwriting, which tbh now is a really big part of my life i found my voice, and i realized that there were people who wanted to hear it. you. when you wanted to die a few months ago, that means a lot. spop changed me. it helped me discover what i can do when i try my hardest. it gave me a sense of purpose, if you will. and i needed that. i still do. ilysm
