WIP | Court Jester for the Heavenly Hurt — An Anole Application

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| Court Jester for the Heavenly Hurt | WIP We plead. We entertain. But our voice never gets to explain. We live on our knees. Under our assumptions. If we stumble we worry for our heads. We slowly take from our self. Yet we still live. ︶︶︶︶︶︶ NAME ) Hi, I'm Elm or @DragoonRPs, and I go by She/Her! ︶︶︶︶︶︶ ABOUT ME ) Hello, I'm a writer, artist, and I love reading! I also love rock music, writing horror/fantasy and sometimes drama... I have two cats, Ezran and Rayla (you know their names if you know...). Uh...I'm currently obsessed with the songs Hey Kids by Molina and Help I'm Alive by Metric :D (Anole is actually a bit based on Help I'm Alive!!). I love drawing humans are cats, and have started moving to a kinda semi-realistic style...I like story and character creation, like I'll come up with a book idea and then realize I have another 5 ideas as well. Currently writing a book called Cargo! ︶︶︶︶︶︶ ROLEPLAY EXCPERIENCE ) I’v been roleplaying for around almost a year now. I first got into generations, which is pretty big since it is one of the big wc roleplays. I soon got into it all, and have become very attached to roleplaying on scratch ever since. Once my first gen character died, I started thinking of other wc roleplays, I had joined smaller ones, but never tfcrp or tss. While having my second gen character, I applied for a tfcrp litter. I didn’t end up getting the kit, yet got backup. When my second character died, I joined another tfcrp litter- that’s how I got Akari. I had gotten much better at applications by that time, and had more confidence. I applied for a preclaim, and got Auburnkit! By this time I had of course, applied for many selective litters, a couple where I got backup or even got the kit. Although I haven’t been in tfcrp for very long, I had been planning to join it when Skyclan came, I had read the rules already, and had already planned a form and a character. I then applied for the Fairy lights litter, and...I thought I had a good chance, BUT I didn't finish my app in time. I am now also applying for the Wishing Stars litter, for Fulfilmentkit ^^ ︶︶︶︶︶︶ ACTIVITY ) I'm usually on everyday, and will respond to a reply mostly quick? Honestly depends on my mood, but 9.5/10 ^^ ︶︶︶︶︶︶ KIT I'M APPLYING FOR & WHY ) I'm applying for Anolekit. When I first saw him, I just LOVED his design! But now, I'm like, well if I'm going to apply for the dude I have to get some ides. And I defiantly did! And I honestly love the ideas I got for him, and I looked at what Help I'm Alive (the song) is about, and it actually really represents him!! He wants to help others, and he often does. But he starts to get overwhelmed, and easily. He worries, and feels vulnerable, he tries finding empowerment in it all and yet he finds nothing in this overwhelming darkness. Basically, he wants to help others, be someone to ask for help when in need...And yet he forgets to find help for himself! In the song, the part 'They're gonna eat me alive' represents the overwhelming shadow in him. And yet he stays smiling, picking himself up...slowly, even he should stay down. So yeah, I'm really applying for him because I love the ideas I'v given to him!! And I actually also thought of calling this application 'Runaway Train' but I felt this name was better in my head ^^ ︶︶︶︶︶︶ GENDER & SEXUALITY ) His pronouns with stay He/Him. And I wanted to stay close to aromantic, without him actually being it. So he is cupioromantic, and bisexual. ︶︶︶︶︶︶ PERSONALITY ) simple )) [+] Friendly, Helping, Loyal, Soft. [=] Quiet, Calculating, Ambitious, Formal. [-] Reserved, Easily Overwhelmed, Clingy, Secretive. detailed )) Anole is an over all...good cat, he strives to help others. He wants to have many friends, he wants to be the loved one in the clan. He has soft words, and is truly an understanding friend. He’ll never leave your side, whether that’s because he’s really your friend, or just wants to show to his clan he’s…better than most? He is, quite weirdly, quite though, quiet when no one’s talking to him. No one’s looking. When nobody’s caring. Whatever one of those reasons it is, he’ll find a place to fit in soon. He’ll observe,